Let this God-written story begins…
May 24, 2018
I’ve been recently in a heart-break situation. Actually it’s been 10 months and 2 days to be exact. The man I asked from God to be my partner in life, the man whom I saw my future, the man who told me to wait, the man who said to trust him, the man whom I shared my thoughts and burdens, and the man with his daughter I prayed for almost two years, chat me and in his long honest message was:
Unti-unting nagbabago feelings ko sa’yo. Parang nawawala…
What?! That message really trembled me. I felt that my heart was crushed into pieces and my eyes out-cried 10 liters of tears! I never thought that it would happen. It’s been almost two years that we pray and trust each other, then here it is: “I am gradually losing my feelings for you.” – the saddest reality I heard from him. Lot of questions came into my mind but I have no courage to reply. For those years we spent time talking and knowing each other, I thought that “commitment” was there. I thought that he was serious. But it was just all “feelings” for him. I wanna curse him and all the guys out there who is paasa (giving false hope). But praise God that He gave me self-control to do so. He did not let me moved by my emotions.
Have you ever been on that situation? Does it make you sad? But let me give you another melancholic truth that will rock your head: We never had a relationship. Yes! You read it clearly. He is not a boyfriend and I am not a girlfriend. We just had a mutual understanding (M.U. as the others said) and I already accepted that fact. My dreams with him and his daughter as a family has been shattered by that pitiful truth!
I asked God why it happened? I prayed for that man and I believe that he is a gift. Then the Lord told me, “Yes I gave him to you. He’s a wonderful blessing, right? But for a certain time only. He’s a blessing yet also a lesson that I would like to teach you.” What can I do? I cried again and pray for peace and inner healing. And I stick on my mind:
God gave the desire of my heart for a period of time yet He has a grander plan.
At first I don’t understand why God brought him into my life for me to be broken. But I just trust Him – all things works together for good of those who loves God. He has a plan for us that sometimes we cannot comprehend. However, it teaches us to draw nearer to Him and trust what is ahead!
I thought he was my true love. But it was all a false hope. I am still in the process of recovery. It’s hard but God never gonna let me down! The situation led me to read a book entitled “When God Writes Your Love Story” by Eric and Leslie Ludy. It is a book that encouraged young people and singles around the world to pursue holiness in every aspect of their lives. This book will answer “In this perverse generation, is it possible to begin and build a relationship based on a lasting love where true love has been replaced with a cheap and diluted version of sensual passion?” Ohh… Sounds interesting right? And challenging isn’t it?
The introduction invited me to give God the pen of my love story. I’ve been through a lot and this encouraged me to say “YES LORD! I’m gonna give you the pen and the colors to write and paint my love story. I allow you to write every chapter of this interesting part of my life. I entrusted you the script and the canvas. Help me Lord to obey.”
And with that, I started to record it on this blog site and hopefully, I wanna be faithful recording this journey. I don’t know what lies ahead, but no worries. God has my pen! As I sort it out in this blog, may everyone who read this be inspired also. I will summarize everything I’ve learned in the book and let’s have our journey together.
Whoever reading this, I pray for you! Let the search for true love begins!
WHEN GOD WRITES YOUR LOVE STORY
It is not about rules, relationship how-to’s or a comprehensive guide. Rather, this is an invitation that the One who created you wants to take you in a journey.
THE JOURNEY IS:
– For everyone who is searching for the beauty of true and lasting love, for romance in its purest form.
– For anyone who has made mistakes, whether small or big and said, “it’s not too late for me” to discover the kind of love we need.
– For anyone who is tired of the same old scene of physically intense relationships, devoid of meaning and purpose.
– For anyone who will dare to dream beyond the cheap and diluted romance our culture offers and hold out
– For anyone who is even skeptic, who doubts that true love exist.
God is asking you right now, “Will you let Me write your love story?”
If you will trust Him enough to give Him the pen of your life, you are in for a journey on which you will discover perfect love and pure romance as it was truly intended to be.
I am the Author of true love and I am the Creator of romance. – God
Happy Jappy PH 
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